What's going on!?

I decided not to go anywhere before I go back Japan. Probably I will spend Christmas with Yunghwa. However, already I reserved the air ticket on December 21th coz it will be difficult to get ticket. So I'll change teh flight date. I wanna experience American Christmas, but every my friend will go back hometowen and spend with family. I can't join coz I 'm not familiy member. But when I asked her to give me a ride from Rose Towers to Birmingham airport, she invited me to go to her cusin's house on Christmas. So now I have chance!! I really hope that!!

Take it easy!!

For a while, I've not been writen the blog, coz I had been busy in studying or other staff.

Since I came here, Tuscaloosa, about 6 months had already passed. How did I change? What did I find about myself?

I don' t know... I couldn't find anything special...

When I talk about my roommates, I was lucky coz they are so nice. Crystal, Brandy, Sara.
Especially for Brandy, I am first Japanese friend!! She is pregnant, and she will give a birth on Decenber, so I wanna see her baby. But, you know, I have to go back Japan around the end of December. So just I hope coze everybody is not sure about birthday.

As for Sara, she became my best friend. We often talk about guys. If I am interested in one guy, I will tell her, and she will think about that with me, I mean what should I do or how can I make chance to be close with him. One day I was so disappointed coz one guy who I liked got new girlfriend. I was crying and she was supprised, and then I talked everything. She said, "I'm sorry. You should forget him! Anyway let's sing a song." She is taking music class, so she is practicing piano. From that time, we often play music together, I mean, I sing and she plays the piano. She is always making me happy!!

I often think about my future. What do I wanna do? I have not found it yet. Since I was in elementary school, I wanted to be an interpreter. However now I can see reality that I cannot be. Actually I wanna live in America. I think American life fits me but you know, it's gonna be difficult to get visa for working. I don't wanna get a job that I am not interested in. I know it's kind of wishful thinking. But...I don't think I can enjoy my life in Japan.

I wanna see my best friends. One of them are in Washington sates. She also applyed to study abroad but we didn't go to the same state. She is always making her effort and doing her best. But she is always distressing about studying or making good relationship with Japanese. I respect her.

The other is in Japan. She is also helping me when I have problems. She notices my sadness before I tell her. She is always cherring me up!!

These days I wsa so disappointed, and I have a lot of stress about my friends, German guy and my grade. I disclosed everything by mailing coz that was one way to get over myself.

They gave me wonderful cheering. I think friends are necessary in my life!!

Anyway now I am fine!! I decided to reset everything. Take it easy!!