Start Again!!

After I came back Japan, it's been about 2 months. That is so early. During this two months, what changed around me??

well, I got a part time job. Sometimes I work because I need to do job hanting. But I am getting used to it. As for jpb hanting, I often go to semener of comparny. and then my feeling that I wanna work in the world, especially Europe or America. I know that is so hard. But I wanna try!! I guess working is gonna be totally different with going to school. But asI said before, I had good memory in Ameirca that I couldn't have in Japan. I miss my life, everything!!

Recently, Japanese co. are trying to do business over the world. I guess that is good idea. But now I can't decide comparny or field that I wanna work.

To tell the truth, I wanna work at the movie comparny. I wanna introduce western movie to Japanese people, or Japanese movie to Foreigners.

One day I was reading essey on weblog of person who is working at movie comparny. She was doing well, I mean she said she was proud of her job and herself. I wanna say like her. Now I can't be like her because I am not proud of myself. I mean I can't decide my feeling about job or always I say I wanna make foreigner friends but I don't take action. Sometimes I give up to listen English news. I'm saying on the resume like I am not giving up my goal, always I'm challenging about something. I feel like I'm kinda lier.

well, I don't wanna be dippressed, so I wanna talk about something happy!! I guess around end of March, I'm gonna meet my senier whom I really rely on. She will come back her hometown to attend her friend's wedding ceremony. That is awesome. She is gonna be busy after she comes back because she is very popular. But she said" I wanna see you guys, of course." She said like " you guys are like my sisters." I was so glad!! So I'm excited about that!!

now I'm writing becuase my best friend encouraged me. A few days ago, I met him in the train, it was for the ten months. He asked me about this blog. I was supprided that someone were waching this blog still now. Actually I was alomst forgetting about writing... so I'm gonna start again!!

anyway, now is my very important period. I'm gonna do my best!! ehee