Retirement

I had decided to quit my job. I don't know whether it is corect decision or not but I couldn't lie to myself any more about my thinkng.
I just had been working tooth and nail. But I couldn't put my blood into my job. My career plan was different.

Wanna study English
Wanna use English thorough a job

It is not my style to be a shopkeeper and I didn't have my motivation to that post.
Female shopkeepers are tough, moreover, they have their strong motivation to be shopkeeper.

Will I have that near future if I keep this job?
I asked to myself every time but it didn't grow up at all.
I'm not sure what I can do, which means, I don't have specialities.
However, I grew up greatly, and I became tough mentally.

I noticed how hard and difficult to live.
As we get old, it will be more. But that fact is not escaped.

To my dying day, if making a life is big problem, I wanna build in my interesting point about job.

To be a leader, to be a responsible posision, to protet my staff and to engage in big famous company will be my wonderful experiences, I think.
Thorough this company, I met many people, who I really appreciate.
Now I look back, I am proud that I was a member of this company.