One of my university friends will get married.
and now she is in Seattle.
I didn't know anything, I just knew she had been in relatioship with American guy who she met when she was in America as an exchange student.
Finally, she got a happiness.
I really wanna say Congratulation to her, actually I wanna attend her wedding ceremony.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Monday, November 02, 2009
The Magic Will Not Happen Any More
Nora who is a single is working as a manager for VIP in hotel at NY. Her best friend, Audrey, was married with Mark whom Nora introduced to her.
Nora's mother was worried about her marriage because it was hard to find nice man around her generation.
Her best hope is that she would like to meet a guy who loves her best.
But she was worried that she couldn't find a guy who really loved her so much.
She looked for her destiny with having her unsteady hope and scare.
However, she couldn't get it.
One day, at the party which was held by her coworker, she met French guy whose name was Julian. And then they stayed together for the night.
She had a bad memory as her exboyfriends, that's why she couldn't open her mind to him.
They had been together for two days. It was just a short time but they were both attracted to each other.
Although, for her, it was keeping forever, she knew that her would go back Paris.
She couldn't go with him because of her fear though he said her wanted her to come with him.
A few days ago, she was in Paris with her best friend.
She was sure that she loved him, so she came there to find him. However she lost his phone number, that's why she gave up to find him once.
The day of her leaving from Paris, on the way to go to airport, the miracle happened!!
She found him on the train finally, and then, after she believed in his love to her, she decided to stay in Paris!!
Ocasionally, it makes us timid that we fell in love with someone. Nevertheless, people seek ease, rest, happiness and joy to the future partner.
However, when people find true love, they can get power of live.
Over the border, they could find presious everything.
I just think 'WONDERFUL'
Friday, October 09, 2009
The Start from Zero and The Start from a Hundred
In my life, he was the best as a man and as a human.
Now I might exaggerate "the words" but, I hoped I would like to find the guy who superior to him.
But this idea might have been wrong.
One person said, "For girls they start from zero as to man and woman's relationship."
That is to say, we have more cases that we fall in love with a guy who had been a friend for a long time.
While, for men, the way which they take is subtracting.
So, the most important thing is the first impression. They separate women into the two groups which she might be their girlfriend and the other which they want to keep a relationship as a female friend.
Thus, the character of men and women is totally different. So this time, now, I will not find the destiny.
One day, I will meet one and will have an interest after we spend a lot of time with enjoyment, sadness and happiness.
I will find one get the best in my life someday, definetely.
In other words, I don't have to forget him, however, at all costs, he is the best friend.
This will not be changed forever.
Now I might exaggerate "the words" but, I hoped I would like to find the guy who superior to him.
But this idea might have been wrong.
One person said, "For girls they start from zero as to man and woman's relationship."
That is to say, we have more cases that we fall in love with a guy who had been a friend for a long time.
While, for men, the way which they take is subtracting.
So, the most important thing is the first impression. They separate women into the two groups which she might be their girlfriend and the other which they want to keep a relationship as a female friend.
Thus, the character of men and women is totally different. So this time, now, I will not find the destiny.
One day, I will meet one and will have an interest after we spend a lot of time with enjoyment, sadness and happiness.
I will find one get the best in my life someday, definetely.
In other words, I don't have to forget him, however, at all costs, he is the best friend.
This will not be changed forever.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Their Existence
At that time, I noticed the matter of course made me happy.
In trivial chating, she said she didn't have a father and her mother brought up her and her sister.
She said that naturally, but I felt she overcame that hurdle which she didn't know father's strength, greatness, reliance and so on.
But, in stead of that, for her, the existence of her mother would be grand.
In my case, I got as many love of parents as I can't count.
My father had never said like, " You are my lovely daughter. You have to obey what I say."
Contrary to popular parents, they didn't force to study, go back early like before dinner, and everything that many children were forced basically.
They just said, " Don't be involved with the police."
I think my parents are nice. They are not supecial but for me they understand about me very well.
When I was a student, I hardly feel that importance.
However now I really think I have good parents.
I appreciate that I could live comfortably without much money, haha
In trivial chating, she said she didn't have a father and her mother brought up her and her sister.
She said that naturally, but I felt she overcame that hurdle which she didn't know father's strength, greatness, reliance and so on.
But, in stead of that, for her, the existence of her mother would be grand.
In my case, I got as many love of parents as I can't count.
My father had never said like, " You are my lovely daughter. You have to obey what I say."
Contrary to popular parents, they didn't force to study, go back early like before dinner, and everything that many children were forced basically.
They just said, " Don't be involved with the police."
I think my parents are nice. They are not supecial but for me they understand about me very well.
When I was a student, I hardly feel that importance.
However now I really think I have good parents.
I appreciate that I could live comfortably without much money, haha
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Sisters
All over the world, there are many people with handicaped.
Now I think I'm really a happy person.
I had read a book in the middle.
So I can't remark about the whole story but just I felt I'm happy because I have normal five senses.
One of the characters went blind after the big car accident.
She is an artist, a painter.
After the severe surgery, she found the tragedy which was she was blind.
In addition, she lost her mother because of that accident.
For her and her three sisiters, there will be the catastrophic life, but maybe, no, surely they will get over it.
I'm looking forward it!!
Now I think I'm really a happy person.
I had read a book in the middle.
So I can't remark about the whole story but just I felt I'm happy because I have normal five senses.
One of the characters went blind after the big car accident.
She is an artist, a painter.
After the severe surgery, she found the tragedy which was she was blind.
In addition, she lost her mother because of that accident.
For her and her three sisiters, there will be the catastrophic life, but maybe, no, surely they will get over it.
I'm looking forward it!!
Today's my decision
Occasionally a broad smile spread over my face.
Suddenly my regrets expaused in my mind.
We can't get back the past.
Almost all of the people have wanted to rouse their feeling that they would like to go back the past.
But, we have to live our future.
It is important and hard how wonderful your future make by yourself.
Anyway I am eager to change my life style.
The first step is that I need to find the teacher of private English lesson.
I'm looking for one with all my relationship.
Suddenly my regrets expaused in my mind.
We can't get back the past.
Almost all of the people have wanted to rouse their feeling that they would like to go back the past.
But, we have to live our future.
It is important and hard how wonderful your future make by yourself.
Anyway I am eager to change my life style.
The first step is that I need to find the teacher of private English lesson.
I'm looking for one with all my relationship.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
FULL HOUSE
Saturday, September 19, 2009
ＴＤＬ ～happy halloween!!～
I went to TDL!!
We were the member of UNIQLO, so it was hard to make a schedule.
We chose the time of Halloween.
Wonderful!!
I really enjoyed!!
We were the member of UNIQLO, so it was hard to make a schedule.
We chose the time of Halloween.
Wonderful!!
I really enjoyed!!
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Elliott Yamin
Finally I got the music of Elliott Yamin.
I love his voice!!
From this album I recomend this!!
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Let's get start!!
I'm so excited about this summer vacation.
I'm gonna let you know my wonderful schedule now.
first, TDL
on next wednesday, I will go to TDL with my friends who are working with me at the same company. Actually one of them had already quit though.
I really hope it will be a fine day!!
next, Tokyo 弾丸Travel
Chiho is coming.
We will go big shopping.
I wanna show her my favorite shop here.
finally, BALI
with Mayuko
Three nights and five days
It's gonna be the biggest event in this summer!
Last year I didn't go anywhere on vacation. I just went back to meet my family and my wonderful friends.
Of course these were the best time for me.
But this time I really wanna go somewhere called RESORT.
I'm gonna report details after everythig is over!
Have a good summer time!!
I'm gonna let you know my wonderful schedule now.
first, TDL
on next wednesday, I will go to TDL with my friends who are working with me at the same company. Actually one of them had already quit though.
I really hope it will be a fine day!!
next, Tokyo 弾丸Travel
Chiho is coming.
We will go big shopping.
I wanna show her my favorite shop here.
finally, BALI
with Mayuko
Three nights and five days
It's gonna be the biggest event in this summer!
Last year I didn't go anywhere on vacation. I just went back to meet my family and my wonderful friends.
Of course these were the best time for me.
But this time I really wanna go somewhere called RESORT.
I'm gonna report details after everythig is over!
Have a good summer time!!
Thursday, July 09, 2009
It has the biggest power
Almost all of people forget the horrible memories.
Instinctively, they try to erase them from their brain.
And then, they try to change it as good memories.
After people got over their difficulties, they can talk them with laughing.
Of course, they got over their difficulties but there must have been big power that is "time".
Although, I often hear, "Time is the best medicine."
I believe it totally.
Without nitice, people can talk their bad memories humorously.
And then, people are getting tough.
Instinctively, they try to erase them from their brain.
And then, they try to change it as good memories.
After people got over their difficulties, they can talk them with laughing.
Of course, they got over their difficulties but there must have been big power that is "time".
Although, I often hear, "Time is the best medicine."
I believe it totally.
Without nitice, people can talk their bad memories humorously.
And then, people are getting tough.
Friday, June 26, 2009
Butterfly
This is good music!!
It was a little bit hard for me to understand her songs, Kaera Kimura's.
I know she is a good musician but, she is really "ORIGINAL".
but I was moved by this song.
She made it for her best friend when she got married.
Her thought for her friend must be precious.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FQ8CxXVozk&feature=related
It was a little bit hard for me to understand her songs, Kaera Kimura's.
I know she is a good musician but, she is really "ORIGINAL".
but I was moved by this song.
She made it for her best friend when she got married.
Her thought for her friend must be precious.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4FQ8CxXVozk&feature=related
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Dinner Time
I made it!!
Do you know what it is??
This is Jambalaya, pork stir-fried with soybean paste and miso soup.
It might be hard to see this is Jambalaya. ahaha
TASTY!!
Cooking is becoming one of my hobbies! lol
Monday, May 18, 2009
Is That a Tactic rule?
Recently, maybe since when I came to Kanto area, there has been the scene that I often see than when I was as kansai area.
That is...guys are bringing their girlfriend's bag regardless of the size of bags.
Is their any necesity?
If it is very big or heavy, that is guy's kindness, I think.
But, basically, they should take bringness of themselves in my opinion.
Isn't this idea womanlike?
Don't I understand circumstance of couple in the world?
Of course, if I have a boyfriend, when I have many bags, for example, we will go shopping and I will have many shopping bags, I hope my boyfriend's kindness.
But I don't wanna take advantage of his all kindness completely.
Who are with me??
That is...guys are bringing their girlfriend's bag regardless of the size of bags.
Is their any necesity?
If it is very big or heavy, that is guy's kindness, I think.
But, basically, they should take bringness of themselves in my opinion.
Isn't this idea womanlike?
Don't I understand circumstance of couple in the world?
Of course, if I have a boyfriend, when I have many bags, for example, we will go shopping and I will have many shopping bags, I hope my boyfriend's kindness.
But I don't wanna take advantage of his all kindness completely.
Who are with me??
Saturday, May 16, 2009
31 Sons de mode
Finally, I could go to 31 Sons de mode.
You know what??
You should check "Sweet" which is a fashion magazine.
It is a new brand which Rinka is a image character of.
How can I say?
It is very feminine and cute.
I was trying to buy a dress because of my heart's desire.
But I saved money, maybe next time I thought....
http://31sdm.jp/#/02
You know what??
You should check "Sweet" which is a fashion magazine.
It is a new brand which Rinka is a image character of.
How can I say?
It is very feminine and cute.
I was trying to buy a dress because of my heart's desire.
But I saved money, maybe next time I thought....
http://31sdm.jp/#/02
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
bissful moment
I just don't wanna sleep yet.
I don't have a job tomorrow, so I wanna enjoy the best time which is the night before the day off.
I don't have to think about my job.
That's why this is the best time!
If I sleep, tomorrow is coming as you know.
and now I don't feel sleepy.
anyway I hate lonliness. I really think about that when I am able to stay at Kansai area.
recently I really worry about my mom.
I hope this night will last...
I don't have a job tomorrow, so I wanna enjoy the best time which is the night before the day off.
I don't have to think about my job.
That's why this is the best time!
If I sleep, tomorrow is coming as you know.
and now I don't feel sleepy.
anyway I hate lonliness. I really think about that when I am able to stay at Kansai area.
recently I really worry about my mom.
I hope this night will last...
Tuesday, May 05, 2009
Is This A Discrimination?
At first, the company that I am working employs the disabled people as the contribution of society actively.
And then, I met her in my present working place.
At first sight, well still now, I can't admit she has a handicap.
She is very talkative, cheerful, and a hard worker.
At my company, they are given a wage increase, moreover they are given the bonus if they work for more than one year and half month.
For other staff included a full time worker like me, it is very difficult to get a promotion or an increase in salary.
Is this a discrimination?
Actually I don't know. To tell the truth about money, I really envy them because I know it's pretty hard to promote.
But, they must have experienced many disadvantage in their life.
We can live freely except for some restriction.
Last night, she toled me her troubles.
She disclosed to me that one coworker (Miss H)was tough to deal with.
The reason why was she was very strict any time, moreover she didn't say hello smily to only Miss S.
I remeemberd Miss H's thinkng with lietening her talking.
Miss H said to me before, " I come in contact with her (Miss S) very strictly because her salary is higher than other staff even if they can do a lot of things on the job. That's why I request her more than others."
That's right. She must be right.
But, I can't do that. I am easy to people and to myself.
They will work together for a few years at least, so Miss S's bitter annoyance will have been kept.
I was noticed my helplessness.
And then, I met her in my present working place.
At first sight, well still now, I can't admit she has a handicap.
She is very talkative, cheerful, and a hard worker.
At my company, they are given a wage increase, moreover they are given the bonus if they work for more than one year and half month.
For other staff included a full time worker like me, it is very difficult to get a promotion or an increase in salary.
Is this a discrimination?
Actually I don't know. To tell the truth about money, I really envy them because I know it's pretty hard to promote.
But, they must have experienced many disadvantage in their life.
We can live freely except for some restriction.
Last night, she toled me her troubles.
She disclosed to me that one coworker (Miss H)was tough to deal with.
The reason why was she was very strict any time, moreover she didn't say hello smily to only Miss S.
I remeemberd Miss H's thinkng with lietening her talking.
Miss H said to me before, " I come in contact with her (Miss S) very strictly because her salary is higher than other staff even if they can do a lot of things on the job. That's why I request her more than others."
That's right. She must be right.
But, I can't do that. I am easy to people and to myself.
They will work together for a few years at least, so Miss S's bitter annoyance will have been kept.
I was noticed my helplessness.
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Healing Music
PUT YOUR RECORDS ON by Corinne Bailey Rae
YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING by James Morrison
I bought two Albams. I rarely buy CDs though.
These two music makes me relax.
Basically I like Western music but I couldn't find the music to give me big impression easily.
First, in the case of Corinne, I like melody and her voice.
The sumary of lyric is "please have a dream and listen to music, your favorite one.
and then you will find the plase you should be. You don't have to try any longer. Do what you want to."
Just it gave me strong impact.
While, in the case of James Morrison,
the sumary of lyric is about guy's feeling for ex-lover.
"It was really happy that he could meet her."
I don't know why but I am haunted by these music to me.
I recomend!!
YOU GIVE ME SOMETHING by James Morrison
I bought two Albams. I rarely buy CDs though.
These two music makes me relax.
Basically I like Western music but I couldn't find the music to give me big impression easily.
First, in the case of Corinne, I like melody and her voice.
The sumary of lyric is "please have a dream and listen to music, your favorite one.
and then you will find the plase you should be. You don't have to try any longer. Do what you want to."
Just it gave me strong impact.
While, in the case of James Morrison,
the sumary of lyric is about guy's feeling for ex-lover.
"It was really happy that he could meet her."
I don't know why but I am haunted by these music to me.
I recomend!!
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
I can't,,,
I got a mail from my coworker who I worked with when I was working as a part time job a few days ago.
he said I should let our ex-boss know how I was doing.
Suddenly I really glad that he was wondering about me.
But now I can't tell everything to him, of course I really rely on him.
He was my organizer from when I got a job offer to when I decided to enter this company.
He was pretty nice to me even if I didn't show I would enter this company.
He said he would cherred up my desicion, I should choose my right way.
Eventually I decided to work at this company because I belived there were many worker like him.
After I started part time job, he cared about me.
I really appreciate to him.
Since I came to Chiba, I hadn't talked to him at all.
I thought he must be really busy and he had a first baby, so I thought he didn't care about me any more.
But it was not!! That's why I really happy.
Just, how can I mail him?? How can I say about my feeling??
I don't want him to worry about me because I'm not a good cindition about a job.
But I think I will be able to relieve my suffering...
anyway, I can't mail him now,,,
he said I should let our ex-boss know how I was doing.
Suddenly I really glad that he was wondering about me.
But now I can't tell everything to him, of course I really rely on him.
He was my organizer from when I got a job offer to when I decided to enter this company.
He was pretty nice to me even if I didn't show I would enter this company.
He said he would cherred up my desicion, I should choose my right way.
Eventually I decided to work at this company because I belived there were many worker like him.
After I started part time job, he cared about me.
I really appreciate to him.
Since I came to Chiba, I hadn't talked to him at all.
I thought he must be really busy and he had a first baby, so I thought he didn't care about me any more.
But it was not!! That's why I really happy.
Just, how can I mail him?? How can I say about my feeling??
I don't want him to worry about me because I'm not a good cindition about a job.
But I think I will be able to relieve my suffering...
anyway, I can't mail him now,,,
Friday, February 13, 2009
Irritating
Why am I waiting for mailing anytime?
Who made mobile phone and made it convinient to keep in touch?
Of course, mail is very useful and I can't live without mailing.
but, I'm waiting again,,,
Who made mobile phone and made it convinient to keep in touch?
Of course, mail is very useful and I can't live without mailing.
but, I'm waiting again,,,
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
She Will Go Far Away.
My first coworker will go far away, Ibaraki prefecture.
Actually we had worked together for just 5 months.
But she supported me naturally, I mean, we complained often about our job, our boss, so many things.
She is also from Kansai area, Amagasaki city.
Until now, I couldn't understand her everything.
Of course, I confuused about it, but I appreciate to her.
I want her to do her best in new position.
Actually we had worked together for just 5 months.
But she supported me naturally, I mean, we complained often about our job, our boss, so many things.
She is also from Kansai area, Amagasaki city.
Until now, I couldn't understand her everything.
Of course, I confuused about it, but I appreciate to her.
I want her to do her best in new position.
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
What I Felt...
The end of January, I could take a vacation, for about one week.
First of all, I went to Tokyo to see my friend in university
and after a long separation, we went to the night town in Tokyo together.
I remembered our university's life.
We got excitied, enjoyed special time and we were so tired. lol
It would be a good memory that we ate Sasebo burger at 5 a.m. haha
What I felt from her for 2 days was she enjoyed her life.
She was satisfied with her job even if it was not full-time.
It is much difficult to get her goal, however she is growing up steadily.
Next, I came back home, Kyoto, after I spent wonderful night with her.
I hadn't come back since last July, so I was very happy when I got to Kyoto station.
Again and again. I noticed the importance of family after I started to live myself.
While I was at Kyoto, I could change my way of thinking.
I thought I could emerge from disappointment.
I need to change my view of life, enjoy that I'm living, and think about my future.
I'm 23. If I really want to get married, I don't have much free time.
How many people can have the job that they hope?
How many people can enjoy their life. working life, family life, single life and so on...?
To change the subject,
I was presented with the fact by my best friends and that brought me to my senses.
I was about to lose the axis of mine.
It was right answer that I didn't meet him at all.
I want I was the only one for someone.
I really obliged to my friends and people who I rely on.
So,,,when can I go back??
First of all, I went to Tokyo to see my friend in university
and after a long separation, we went to the night town in Tokyo together.
I remembered our university's life.
We got excitied, enjoyed special time and we were so tired. lol
It would be a good memory that we ate Sasebo burger at 5 a.m. haha
What I felt from her for 2 days was she enjoyed her life.
She was satisfied with her job even if it was not full-time.
It is much difficult to get her goal, however she is growing up steadily.
Next, I came back home, Kyoto, after I spent wonderful night with her.
I hadn't come back since last July, so I was very happy when I got to Kyoto station.
Again and again. I noticed the importance of family after I started to live myself.
While I was at Kyoto, I could change my way of thinking.
I thought I could emerge from disappointment.
I need to change my view of life, enjoy that I'm living, and think about my future.
I'm 23. If I really want to get married, I don't have much free time.
How many people can have the job that they hope?
How many people can enjoy their life. working life, family life, single life and so on...?
To change the subject,
I was presented with the fact by my best friends and that brought me to my senses.
I was about to lose the axis of mine.
It was right answer that I didn't meet him at all.
I want I was the only one for someone.
I really obliged to my friends and people who I rely on.
So,,,when can I go back??
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