Win or Loss of Love

In my opinion, women feel true happiness when they are loved.
Men should love women deeply.
Some guys say they always tell their love feelings and keep chaseing women. And they say the forbidden words...I wanna be chased and be loved.

That is not true.
I say by considering from my ecperiences.
By instinct, guys want to love women deeply and make them happy.
For guys, that is true happiness to express their supreme love. If women chase them, they will fall out of love even if they were interested in them once.

On the other hand, women need to stand to express their true feelings to them.
Ir you express or tell it them, at first, they will be happy but they fall out of love near future.
Women's true happiness is to be loved by their lover.

I'm saying haughtily but everything is just my desire, Sorry!!

P.S. I Love You

One day, suddenly she got love letter with no stamp from hasband who was died.
That is the begining for everything.

Holly who lost her hasband couldn't understand her lovely hasband death.
But one day she got letter from his hasband. Then she kept getting letters with no stamp.
These were from Jelly.
With feeling her happiness that she could meet her dearest, Holly is getting back her power for living gradually by beeing supported with friendship and family love.

" I can't say good bye yet."

That was pretty good movie.
Again I knew the importance to find my dearest.

Holly could find the fun in her life as a designer of shooes by his letter.
She would not forget about him but she felt that he left around her when she was totally all right.

I got warmhearted feeling because of this movie.

Will someone love me like Jelly in the future?? lol

Recent Events...

It has been about 7 months since I started to live by myself. Did I grow up as a respectable women? Unnn,,,I don't know.

I felt lonliness that I don't have anyone that I rely on. No family, no frineds.

But as we live, we'll meet many people. So I met many people, but they were just my coworker.
Of course, they were pretty nice, kind and so wonderful. But as you know, I couldn't disburden everything. I thought I should go back home where my best friends were whenever I talked on the phone with my best friends.

However I will not go back home for a while. I remember that I wanna work in foreign country. That is my dream. I'm sure there must be many new things.

People might say that big dream is just big longing. It might be true.

But I remember my best life in Alabama ever. It's precious memory.

To tell the truth, I don't know what to do now. There are no space to think about it or to do something about it because of my busy job.

Mr. Sugitani, who is a photographer that I deoend on, said,
"Is the present job gonna be necessary for your future regardless of that you like it or not?
It is a very important to think about that. I was an assistant with 80,000 yen a mont when I was 20 years old. It was pretty hard.
But I knew that there were no future for me without that way.
It's like a hairdresser with low salary, you know.
If your present life is gonna be necessary for your future, you should do your best!!
If you can't see what is your future, you should do your best until you can see it."

For now I would like to study English to take TOEIC test on January.