Friday, October 09, 2009

The Start from Zero and The Start from a Hundred

In my life, he was the best as a man and as a human.
Now I might exaggerate "the words" but, I hoped I would like to find the guy who superior to him.
But this idea might have been wrong.
One person said, "For girls they start from zero as to man and woman's relationship."
That is to say, we have more cases that we fall in love with a guy who had been a friend for a long time.
While, for men, the way which they take is subtracting.
So, the most important thing is the first impression. They separate women into the two groups which she might be their girlfriend and the other which they want to keep a relationship as a female friend.
Thus, the character of men and women is totally different. So this time, now, I will not find the destiny.
One day, I will meet one and will have an interest after we spend a lot of time with enjoyment, sadness and happiness.
I will find one get the best in my life someday, definetely.
In other words, I don't have to forget him, however, at all costs, he is the best friend.
This will not be changed forever.

Sunday, October 04, 2009

Their Existence

At that time, I noticed the matter of course made me happy.
In trivial chating, she said she didn't have a father and her mother brought up her and her sister.
She said that naturally, but I felt she overcame that hurdle which she didn't know father's strength, greatness, reliance and so on.
But, in stead of that, for her, the existence of her mother would be grand.
In my case, I got as many love of parents as I can't count.
My father had never said like, " You are my lovely daughter. You have to obey what I say."
Contrary to popular parents, they didn't force to study, go back early like before dinner, and everything that many children were forced basically.
They just said, " Don't be involved with the police."
I think my parents are nice. They are not supecial but for me they understand about me very well.
When I was a student, I hardly feel that importance.
However now I really think I have good parents.
I appreciate that I could live comfortably without much money, haha